I think you’re cute
cute as in I wanna hear what you sound like while experiencing an orgasm
Is it as hard for you as it is for me to get over this? Especially when it’s not because we lost feelings for each other, or because I did something wrong, or because we weren’t compatible for each other. It was life, timing and circumstance that got in the way.
I can only hope that you’ll get over the stupid notion that you’ll be a shitty boyfriend, and that I deserve someone who gives me all the time and attention I deserve, because you were enough just the way you were. And that you’ll come back to me and we’ll have awesome make-up sex and it’ll be just like this stupid break never happened.
But it’s not going to happen. Because I know you’re stubborn as fuck.
Every day I struggle between “I wanna look good naked” and “treat yo self.”